im really fucking freaked right now,
i just got home from work at 4am and my room was tossed, as in, the drawers were pulled out and things were taken out of them and all over the place, and everything was in a HUGE mess in that way of someone franticly looking through all your shit.
i quickly checked to see if anything was missing, nothing looks stolen or seriously damaged as of right now, but i might notice something in a few days (a few cracked cd cases and bent up books from being tossed aside and then stepped on but nothing VERY important) i immediately knocked on my mom's door, she was asleep, and tried to explain what happened. she didnt really understand what i was saying since it just sounded crazy, and i had to repeat several times "my room is a huge mess like someone went through it!"...."what?" i first thought it might have been her, but after talking to her i definitely know its not, she isnt a good enough actor to feign this kind of ignorance, plus she is the type of person that if you confront her about something she wouldnt pretend to not know, she is much too confrontational. plus she has never gone though any of her children's stuff EVER, and there isn't anything she doesnt know about to begin with. so i definitely know she has no idea about it. the fact that everything is here, but just fucked up, and there are several things that a person breaking in could have taken still here, means that it is probably someone i know.
WHICH IS EVEN MORE FUCKED UP AND CREEPY
i dont have any real clue as to why the fuck any of my friends would do this, none of them are that fucked up, and since nothing is stolen it looks more personal.
hopefully i find out who the fuck did this, and once i do im getting a restraining order.
this is the worst fucking day ive had in a long time. less importantly today, one of the front wheels on my longboard came off because the bearing caught and stripped the inside of it, thankfully i wasnt hurt. and i was late for BOTH of my jobs today for two entirely different (and very stupid) reasons, and i am never late for work.
(oh and i just noticed that whoever it was responded "ahi" on AIM to ryan while i was at work. looks like something a crazed ex would do, except i havent dated anyone around here in about 3 years, and im on good terms with all of them)
i really just wanted to go to sleep when i got home at 4am, but now im going to fucking clean my room...
ive found out that $40 was stolen from my mom's purse, as well as my mp3 player (which had over 1600 albums on it, years of collecting) and the Urban Outfitters clothes i bought Saturday since they still had their tags on. I'm hoping this is all that is missing. When i find out we are pressing charges, since it's a breaking and entering with someone here it is considered a "BnE with intent to harm" which is a MUCH harsher sentence (up to 25 years in prison) so im really hoping we catch this fucker. Because whoever did it had the balls (or stupidity) to do it while my mother was still here, im really worried he had a weapon of some sort, and that if my mother caught him she would have been harmed.
people fucking piss me off